Random Dark Thought!!! Seems dark…no I am not talking about the night rather I am talking about the darkness lurking inside me. I am pissed off, frustrated and little bored of what I have been doing. After doing the same thing past sometime monotony do come, but for a student, he has to keep studying, toiling, so monotony is no surprise, but what is troubling is the idea, I feel monotonous and feel I need a change but then, when I am out trying to celebrate my break, I am tensed, tensed about my time being wasted, yes because I don’t have time left …have got lots to do and time is running fast but at the same time the problem still persist i.e I NEED A CAHNGE/ BREAK . My doors are not opening it seems I am stuck at a level in the game and am trying to reach another level but I am not able to, I really can’t change the game or leave the game or cheat… I don’t have even enough points to help with guess option, what do I do…and that’s the time I start to lose hope. Life offers di